Friday, August 27, 2010

The Process Of ADAPTING

ADAPTING to a new environment,
what does it exactly mean?
well, you can go search in oxford dictionary,
it gives you the perfect meaning,
but here i would give my very own experience.
adapting is when daddy does not do all your travel documentation,
when mummy does not follow behind you telling that purple dress is really nice,
and when both of them chorus-ly shout STOP!! when you cross road blindly.
huge fullstop.
some say thats the worst thing to do ever, some say its terrible,
i say its fun and once-in-a-lifetime-experience.
i had my very own process of adapting on the land of mystical, INDIA.
honestly, i did adapt quite well, dad says very well, awww :)
as in, from how i was to how i am, i bet my loved ones were pretty much shocked.
i had my very own room in my hostel and i clean it quite-very often,
went all the way to town alone,
paid my bills alone, cash out on my own. yeah,
not bad for a person like me.
i learnt the word independent and experienced what that word actually means.
and i enjoyed it with a lil bit of loneliness without them by my side.
skype-ing was not that easy as it was barely talking and staring at their faces
without our normal frequent hugs.
but, i soon got used to it as it was part of life i would treasure at the end.:D

and now, im a real daddy's little independent girl who still needs his support and guidance.

-On The Way To Manipal, India-

Friday, May 7, 2010

new place, new life

well, itz gonna be a month away frm home... arghhhh.. miz hometown n my besties vry much... well studies are okay so far.. Physic u guyz noe, hw much i love the subject ryte.. i vil alwaz wanna fall asleep during 3hrs of physics lecture.. hehehehe.. my chem teacher is funny bt nt during practical.. my bio practical, every week gt report 2 pass up.. itz lyk more to scrap book thn report.. it vil be lyk nearly 30 pages n pixz included.. food here is freaking expensive, bt nt nice.. i really miz the toast , coffee n bread, bangkok village n nt 2 4get bharat...summore.. i gt few frenz here, bt i dn feel i m tat close 2 tem as i m close 2 guyz.. sumtimes wen i really miz u guyz i vil be looking thru the pixz v take 2gether.. seriously i miz u guyz a lot n the time v spend 2gether a lot.. n u guyz dnt have 2 worry abt hw my room mate is cz she kips the room clean n v mop the room 2 dayz every week.. hehehehe.. i m 5ne wif her so far..i tink tatz al i cn tel 4 nw.. i update more next mth kay.. i love u guyz a lot.. kave, sheev, kimmie, kut, eshu, fara, ming wei,ain n wan ting... :-) xoxoxoxo..

Friday, March 12, 2010

This one is especially for our beloved kut,Nesha...lol...

Since our tiny friend here is leaving our mother land Malaysia and landing on India to pursue her life time dream, we've decided to do something to commemorate our memories with the Micro...So, we are going to something to u before u leave in ONE sentence...though Sheev technically broke the rules...I know that our friend here would be more than happy to read this...Here it goes from...

1) Tabby
Be good and take care.


2) OliPe
Nesha, luv u so much and gonna miz u a lot, esp 29 nov, coling to remind me to study physic edy n nt 2 4gt ur smile.tc.

3) Esh
Fly little bird fly, fly away up past the soaring sky, don't ever look back and cry, when your problems seem to stack up so high, your loved ones are always here to help you shine, and if that doesn't help to ease your pain, remember that God will help you find your way!

4) Kave
Dearest Nesha, I am more than blesses to have known u as sum1 more than a friend, and ths friendship of ours will not end with distance.Love u,baby...

5) Sheev
Hey kutti, can't believe myself that the days of us being together is gona end. The journey of me getting to know u was more than perfect and all and I wanna say is thank you..moments we spent together were my moments of extreme happiness and least sorrow..having u as a fren is probably one of the bestest gift I've got from God. He definitely knew I needed u to perk me up with your naughty face, cunning speech n so called innocent attitude. I would have missed a lot of fun in life not knowing the person u are..again thank you baby..recalling memories ain't a basket of joy as I miss ul more after ...go pursue your dream baby...remember, there's a fren here always waiting 4 u n yr friendship...love u with all my heart has to gv baby...tight hugs...

6)Kimmie
Thank you so much for being a good best friend, sister, teacher, guide, advisor and almost everythingin my life all this while and I know that u will always be there no matter as I will always be there for u so just take care of yourself and enjoy the life there which u've been dreaming for years and finally getting to it. Love you...






Thursday, March 11, 2010

Sandra Bullock won the Academy Awards...Yeah!!!

I know I sound extremely insane right now but it's the truth...I have never felt this much of joy eversince I got my terrible results... U guys have no idea how nervous I felt the night before the Academy Awards... I felt as if am I'm the who's going to get get the Oscars...I know that this has totally nothing to do with my life but I somewhat feel like I'm connected to this...Nevermind, I know that I've gone bonkers long time ago.
I don't know I just feel like Sandra Bullock should and have all the reasons to be become the limelight of the most grand day in the Hollywood. Okay, enough with that. First of all, I would like to tell u guys why exactly I don' want others to win and honestly why she should win...Here are the nominees and the reasons why they should not win and why my beloved sandra should win...



1) Helen Mirren from the last station has already won the oscars so whe should just let Sandra to have it instead.

2) Meryl Streep from Julie and Julia...That woman was astoundingly amazing in that movie...As u guys know she's a great actress but she has already got two oscar statues. So I think she got all the reasons to give up that for our Sandra.

3) Gabourey Sidibe from Precious... I heard many celebrities commenting on how good was in the movie.In fact, I honestly think that she should win if sandra was  not one of the nominees but when I came to think about the age factor and she got a long way to go to win the oscars. Even if its not now I'm sure that someday she will surely get an Oscars.That girl is good but not as good as Sandra.I'm really sorry to say this...

4) Carey Mulligan from An Education...I have not watched  the movie yet...but when Tabby told me how good it is I believe that she must have done a real good job there...I watched the trailer though and I was captivated by the trailer itself...It seems like an extraordinary movie...but the same thing here...she's only 24 and she's got a long way to go...I know that I'm being judgemental here but u knw me...

5) Sandra Bullock from The Blind Side. She honestly deserves an Oscars...firstly its because she's 45 this year and it is old it seems and many critiques say that probably she might never get nominated anymore noting that she's got the Raspberry Awards for 'All About Steve'...I was extremely scared about that statement  and I solely believe that she should win not only because of that. But she indeed did an astounding job in the movie. I adore and respect her for that.



So, I was at Olive's house to watch the Academy Awards live...I didn't sleep whole night wondering if Sandra is going to win or not. I know I'm insane.Thank you. When Oprah itself came down and commented about Gabourey Sidibe Olive and I were completely intrigues if Sandra's going to win...Come on it's Oprah...Oprah... Okay... So I just kept my fingers crossed though I felt a little bit lack of confidence about Sandra...I'm sorry Sandra... But when Sean Penn announced ' and the winner is SANDRA BULLOCK from The Blind Side' I was screaming like crazy...U guys can ask about that to Olive...



And that woman she was so cool when heard her name...I adore her for that too...so, I was so god damn happy for her and her family thought it has nothing to do with my life...I don't know why...okay, so...She gave this amazing speech which made me feel like crying. Her speech made me feel so intense and I honestly wanted to become a mother at that very moment...I know I can's but her speech is enthralling...

so, here's the speech...Hope u guys would love it too...

"Did I really earn this or did I just wear you all down? I would like to thank the Academy for allowing me in the last month to have the most incredible ride with rooms full of artists that I see tonight and that I’ve worked with before and I hope to work with in the future, who inspire me and blaze trails for us. Four of them that I’ve fallen deeply in love with I share this night with and I share this award with.
Gabby, I love you so much. You are exquisite. You are beyond words to me. Carey, your grace and your elegance and your beauty and your talent makes me sick. Helen, I feel like we are family through family and I don’t have the words to express just what I think of you. And Meryl, you know what I think of you and you are such a good kisser.


I have so many people to thank for my good fortune in this lifetime and this is a once-in-a-lifetime experience, I know. To the family that allowed me to play them, the Tuohy family, I know they’re in here and you’ll probably hear her in a minute. Maybe not. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to... the family that made this film that gave me the opportunity to do something different. John Lee Hancock, Gil Netter, Alcon, Warner Bros., the actors, everyone who’s shown me kindness when it wasn’t fashionable, I thank you. To everyone who was mean to me when it wasn’t... George Clooney threw me in a pool years ago. I’m still holding a grudge. But there’s so many people to thank.


Not enough time, so I would like to thank what this film is about for me which are the moms that take care of the babies and the children no matter where they come from. Those moms and parents never get thanked. I, in particular, failed to thank one. So... if I can take this moment to thank Helga B. for not letting me ride in cars with boys until I was 18 because she was right. I would’ve done what she said I was gonna do. For making me practice every day when I got home. Piano, ballet, whatever it is I wanted to be. She said to be an artist, you had to practice every day, and for reminding her daughters that there’s no race, no religion, no class system, no color, nothing, no sexual orientation that makes us better than anyone else. We are all deserving of love. So, to that trailblazer, who allowed me to have that. And this. And this. I thank you so much for this opportunity that I share with these extraordinary women and my lover Meryl Streep. Thank you."


Isn't that great???It was the best speech for the 82nd Academy Awards...I feel so proud and happy for her...I mean for a woman to shine at an age of 45 I think it is big deal. I want to be like her but in my own terms.

So, I guess I've nagged enough about my excitement about Sandra Bullock winning the Academy Award...Hope u guys read that...lol...Take care...


P/S : Do watch The Blind Side...U will not regret watching it.








Wednesday, March 10, 2010

~Friends for life~

A few friends that mean the world to me.!

Mimie


she was a quite little tiny tot when i first got to know her. we didnt really talk much in the first sem. But in the second sem we somehow grew closer in ECONS class and boy, she soooooo isnt QUIET!!!! the way she screams, she could wake ur sleeping brains up and jiggle ur heartbeat for a few seconds. :D and so we bonded. somehow. lazily over our econs books, arguing, screaming and mostly i feel comfortable talking to her my personal stuff. she somehow understands and tells me what to do when. like a therapist. :P my personal therapist. we compliment each other- i finish her food up whenever she cant. (dont i always do tht?)anyways, i will be seeing her for the next three years. So i dun have anything to get worried about. hehehe. :D


nesha


i know her since form 1. we never were really close until we came to Sunway. all the while i thought she was quiet and reserved. hahaha. how wrong was I!!!! we got along really well. i always stole her stationaries, we love food and we have nearly the same sense of fashion!!!! yaaay! hahaha. and yes, we got crazy-er during maths class and i would get so annoyed looking at her extra neat handwritting and drawings and filings. zzzz.=.=. so yes, this was the girl that taught me how to clean my table up and file up my papers. :P. i would miss those tiny little fingers. she has the most tiniest little fingers and the smallest feet!!!!!


Esh


oh, my twin! how i love being by her side, coz she is nearly, exactly me, physically and in terms of her character~!! we both love dancing...and we do it anywhere. we sing, although we know ppl hate to hear us singing. :D crazy people we are. hehehe. she gives me a boost of confidence to do basically, anything.... and tht includes manate vanguraning ourselves. as usual. we do it all the time. she can really cheer for someone and knows how to calm people down.:D hmm....we are nearly the same size so sometimes we would exchange slippers. i think if you allow us, we would exchnage whatever we were wearing also. :D we are the *chincai* type.:P



Olive

yaay! my confused kiddo tht makes me laugh all the time. hehehe. I love her the way she is and she definately is my stress reliever coz i get to scream my LUNGS out at her when i get annoyed.:D thanks for undertaking all my screamings olipe oil. :D she can confuse you with ONE sentence. till u have to go... "right olipe". turn to the nearest person and ask the same question back again.:D hehehe. a little fragile she is, but i am sure she will stand up strong for anything she believes. i remember those times where i used to knock my head for asking er a question. or when all the girls simultaneously go "oliiiivvvvveeeee" coz she did/said something. hahaha.



Ain

This girl just loves being herself. and i mean it. ANYTIME, anywhere!!!! be it in the middle of the class or at the courtyard or in the car or even in JUSCO! if she wants to scream, she would. If she wants to run, she would. If she wants to burp righ tonto the teachers face, SHE WOULD!!!! ah, who could ever forget that infamous BURP????? everytime i burp loudly, i think of you! :D thanks for teaching me just to be myself. she was one person whom i remember chasing around the college till was i was breathless!!!!!! one crazy nut, she is.



Kimmie

i would describe her like a piece of cheesecake. creamy on the outside, but mind you, they come in a variety of taste. hehehe. in the morning she would be all smiley one day... the next she would be hyper, the next she would be scarily moody. :D oh well, we got used to all of that, and her hyperness was...extremely HYPER! hehehe. i miss those days where i would jump into her car and be totally useless sitting next to her not even knowing how to operate the radio. sad~ hehe. those days where we ussed to do maths in the school library. i would annoy the HELL out of her and she will not even look at me but just say. *kave, shut up* heehehe. i sed to giggle and shut up. i can say tht i learned to sit still from her. her diligence in her studies taught me to do the same too. when she sets her mind onto something, she would pursue it. no oone can change her.:D unless she is still weighing her conditions.:)



Sheev

at one look, you would think she is the MOST quietest and sweetest girl you ever saw. mind you, LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING!!!!! hahaha. she slowly opened up with us.... little by little we got to know the not -so-innocent part of her. a fun girl to be with. most definately! kimmie and olive used to argue tht sheev was theirs and the rest would just be laughing out loud. hahaha. how we used to tease her with some guy in college. lol. and oh, i sat next to her during my last semester. :) i think i tortured her enough by asking for testpads. LOL. whenever i brought one, she would go... WOOOWWW you brought...:P hehehe.





oh well, all the girls not forgetting Wan ting and Ming Wei, where the ones that lit up my college life. I love them for who they are and i guess, we just really clicked.

I would miss all the times that we had together. the trashion show times, mandarin oranges times, movie night...exam stress, bubble tea times, those days where we used to wander in Jusco lifelessly. oh, i so miss those times...



I just want to say, you guys have thought me many things. i know we would never get to go through those moments the exact same way that we were. But still memories will last forever. I feel that i might forget the tiny things we did and stop appreciating you guys. ah, the last few days in college were the best times i had. when we used to be so apologetic over EVERYTHING. As long as i have such a thing as a PHONE and INTERNET CONNECTION, i would never fail to remember and keep intouch with you guys.



:D thanks for all the memories and i decided to include my graduation speech too~







A very good evening to the Guest of honour, Ms Gail Taylor, principal, Mrs Hor Poh Choo, deputy principle, lecturers, family members, and my fellow friends. I promised myself not to end up in tears at then end of this speech, and hopefully I keep my word! Someone once told me, "Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off of your goals." Upon entering this course18 months ago, the majority of us had one goal and only one goal in mind, to prepare ourselves to enter the university! Many of us have heard people say that high school is the best time of our lives, so we better enjoy it. With that in mind, we thought that the next 18 months would be a breeze and before we knew it we would be out of here.



We soon got to know the truth a few months later. A levels hasn’t been smooth-sailing, like we thought it would be. There were times in these past few months where some of us broke down and nearly gave up on everything! Through these times, we had our dear lecturers holding us together and propelling us towards our goals. Ms Hong and Ms Meera, your dedication has always reminded us that we could never give up. Mr Kow, your enthusiasm to always complete a question, plus the stories of Nobel prize winners has been an inspiring note for us to succeed. Ms Wong, Mr Ng and Ms Parvathi, your classes have been interesting and left us with lots of of memories to cherish with. . Not forgetting Ms Haw and Ms Janice for the extra help, reminders and warnings.



Never will any of us forget the daily laughter, stress and emotional moments we went through. A perfect example would be Hao Ran’s infamous laughter that would come with a delay of a second and send the whole class cracking up with laughter! Another, would be the way the guys talk so passionately about cars that makes the girls wonder if they really are talking about the cars….or is it something else!



On this day, I would like to represent my class to tell the lecturers how great and wonderful they have been. We are sorry if we have done anything wrong that might have hurt or upset your feelings. We would also like to thank Sunway College for having groomed us to what we are today. Though we were here for a short period of time, each and every moment was enlightenng and educative in many ways. Also thank you to our parents for your unfailing support all the way through this course.



Many days have I sat and wondered how long it will be for our final day. That day is upon me now and I can’t believe how fast it came. I’m glad we have had this time together, before we head into the adult world. I wish all of you good luck in your futures,wherever the future takes you. I hope we can all take advantage of the oppurtunities ahead of us and grab life with both hands!





Nothing lasts forever though you want it to

The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

A year from now

Maybe there’ll be things

We’ll wish we’d never said

A year from now

Maybe we’ll see each other,standing on the same street corner,

with no regrets.

Each and every end is always written in the stars

If only I could stop the world,

I’d make this last.



Thanks Sunway. Thank you lecturers, thank you parents and I thank you all!





and that was it! i remember cracking up a little during my last sentence of the poem. i love you babies so much.:)



from an ex-student of Sunway JB,

Kaveiinaa..